Goal Reflections

I started out so structured with my goals this year.  I'm talking seriously intentional.  I went pretty strong, too.  The first month, anyways.  I can't live on paper sustainably and still feel like a human with a soul, though.  I have never thought of myself as being super effected by my feelings, but I know they're there, and they're good.  Living life according to stuff I wrote down on paper months ago; I just can't do it and feel human.  Maybe a subconscious cop out.  I have definitely realized the way I structure my goals though, needs some modifications to jive with me.  I think I can live with long term check lists, but the predetermined daily rituals, that's a plow I couldn't keep my hand on.